One factor I’ve blogged about on and off over time is how issues may go unsuitable.
Unhealthy issues occur.
Fairly often, they occur with out warning.
In my final YouTube video, I stated that I used to be making journeys to the hospital.
The month of July has turned out to be a lot busier than I had deliberate.
I’ve been so busy coping with stuff that I’ve not had a lot time for gaming, which was the rationale for a deliberate busier month of July initially.
It has affected me bodily, mentally and emotionally.
So, apologies for the silence.
I do not intend to share the main points of what has occurred however I hope readers and viewers perceive unhealthy issues do occur to us sometimes.
Some issues are worse than others.
Anyway, simply to the touch base to say I’m nonetheless round though not feeling 100%.
Simply should roll with the punches and take care of it.
In level type, listed here are issues I’m doing and pondering of, for individuals who could be .
1. Making a number of journeys to the hospital.
4 to five days every week.Â
This takes up a number of hours per go to together with driving time.
I used to be caught in a jam sooner or later which resulted in spending 1 hour within the automotive, driving a method.
I used to be exhausted.
Very uncomfortable however crucial.
In case readers are questioning, my dad is in a hospital that is near my household residence however removed from my place.
2. Value may mount.
Medishield Life covers a giant chunk of bills.
Nevertheless, there would nonetheless be out of pocket bills.
Some will probably be vital particularly these involving long run care.
My mother has Incomeshield however my dad would not.
3. Shopping for one other automotive.
I used to be pondering of not getting one other automotive as soon as my present automotive’s COE expires.
Too costly and I do not actually need a automotive for my life-style.
Nevertheless, this unlucky occasion has made me rethink.
Want a automotive to ferry my mother and father.
I may lengthen the COE of my automotive by 5 years.
Then, I made a decision I ought to get a automotive which is friendlier to previous folks.
Getting out and in of my present automotive has change into difficult for my mother and father.
It’s prone to change into tougher in time to come back.
So, I need to put aside $200K for this.
I do know that’s some huge cash.
Sadly, that is how a lot a median household automotive prices in Singapore today.
I’ll wait and see how issues go since my present automotive nonetheless has greater than a yr left to go.
4. Long run change to my life-style.
Relying on how factor go, the life-style I’ve been having fun with within the final 8 years may change.
It may change drastically.
My hobbies, together with running a blog and YouTube, must take a backseat.
5. Private well being.
My private well being has been going downhill.
That’s to be anticipated with age.
I’ve been experiencing ache in my left arm.
Persistent ache.
I used to be given muscle relaxant nevertheless it did not assist.
Can be seeing the physician earlier than finish of the month.
6. Not sleeping nicely.
I’ve at all times had bother getting sufficient sleep.
Monkey mind.
The whole lot has resulted in worsening this downside.
This has made me very irritable.
7. Social interplay.
I’ve misplaced curiosity in interacting with folks.
I imply I’ve at all times been reclusive and like my very own firm.
Nevertheless, by means of running a blog and making YouTube movies, I’ve been having the next stage of social interplay.
I’m cautious of this lack of curiosity as a result of it is without doubt one of the indicators of melancholy.
I’m not there but since I’m OK sufficient to weblog about my present scenario.
To be sincere, I did not really feel like running a blog.
Then, why did I resolve to do it?
Writing has at all times helped me to arrange my ideas and to make sense of my feelings.
Writing is therapeutic for me.
Since I used to be going to do some writing anyway, I would as nicely do it in my weblog.
Honest warning.
I respect folks displaying concern.
Nevertheless, please don’t be offended if I don’t reply to your feedback.
Not instantly or within the close to future, anyway.
Crossing fingers that issues get higher.
In the event that they do, I will probably be again.
